It's amazing how they have songs for EVERYTHING you are going through. Don't judge me. I really do try to get over him and not love him so much. "They" say stay away from him, distance yourself. I have done that, well he has done it for me most times. I hate the feeling of not being around him. There are times I see his true color and do not like it but I love him.
When I'm with him, all the things he does that make me sad seem to disappear.
We went and had lunch today and it was so nice to first seem him. I haven't seen him in two weeks. That's so sad when we are in the same city and that's suppose to be my bestfriend. I don't understand sometimes.
I want to spend every moment with him and I just wish he felt the same way. I just want him to love me, I want him to want me, I want to be enough...
Don't judge me. If I could move on, don't you think I would? I know it would just crush my soul but I wish he would tell me why he won't love me.
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