This was during Labor Day weekend in Chicago. I think we look perfect together. This was taken two days before he asked his now girlfriend to be his girlfriend. Crazy, I know and so hard for me to think about.
He stopped in today at work to use the computer. He was getting ready to head out without saying hi. My heart almost dropped. Then he came back and said hi and gave me a hug. He smelled so good. He puts a smile on my face every time I see him. I can't stop smiling when I'm around him.
So I told him that I would really like to see him on Tuesday as it's my last day. Sad that I have to say that to my best friend but I don't think that I will see him again. Of course not by my wanting. He says, this will be the last time I see you...well consistently. I was thinking to myself, no you had it right the first time. He says, you probably end of moving and you tell me that you are in North Carolina and you have three kids and they have kids and their kids have kids and....Oh God is calling me I gotta go. He makes me laugh but he's right. I was like you will probably see it on facebook. It hurts to think that he's thinking of life without me in it. When I always think about life with him in it. Guess, that's where I need to change my thinking which hurts to do so.
He was taking a selfie and I did what I do best "photo bomb". I love photo bombing his pics. I'm sure he probably got tired of me always doing that but I guess he doesn't have to worry about it now. Tear, tear!!! He is so adorbz!!!
"Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I'm only falling apart..."
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